Meaningfullife

My Second Angel!

2009-01-29T00:26:00.000-08:00

It's been a while I didn't update this blog. Recently, just active in FB and very busy with my new daughter!

Our angel, Amani Balqis was born on 24/11/2008 at 22.22pm. at same hospital as her sis, PUSRAWI, Jalan Tun Razak. Thank God, this time was normal gf birth. Her Doctor, Dr. Marsitah. She's a great doc. Alhamdulillah. Infact, on that 24th I didn't aspect to deliver yet. I didn't feel any contraction. doc already gv me 1 week MC a week before that. During the MC period, very2 minnimal contraction. 24th was on monday. A day before that (23rd), I was having fun with my family walking and shopping at IKEA + IKANO. Infact, Dr also encouraged me to walk a lot!

On that 24th, after lunch time, Ain (my 1st angel) her body tempreture quite high. We were quite worried and we afraid she may infected with Chikukunya virus. (She was not feeling well a few days back). On that day it self, my appt with Dr. Marsitah was also after lunch. However, as a mom and normally very panicky I rushed my hubby to bring her to GH. (That was recommended by the private Dr if we worried she probably infected with that virus). When we hd arrived at GH parking area, ain condition quite stable. End up, we turned back to Pusrawi to attend for my check-up. I really pray hard for not giving birth on that day becoz of ain condition.

We arrived at he hospital around 3.30. I met up with Dr around 4.15. When Dr checked my pelvic, it was already open at 4cm!. "You need to be warded. You are going to gv birth tonite!"....WHAT!!

I felt scared+happy+sorry+panic. How can my hubby be around me in delivery room? Ain condition quite horrible at that time. I told him to bring her to Titiwangsa's paly ground while waiting for her Opah, Uwan, Acu and her cousin, Shafiq.

Abang, my hubby managed to company me around 8.00pm with my mom as well. I felt sorry for Ain at that time becoz she kepy on finding me and my hubby. She dragged her Opah and acu to go every place that we used to go at that Hospital including the clinic area..end up...she was crying heavily..

meanwhile, I gv birth at 22.22pm. Eventhough normal birth, but Dr. need to use vacuum becoz the umbilical cord tied at baby's neck.. Now I know the real pain! Really pain...Abang manage to 'qamat' her and cut her umbilical cord. Her weight was 3.29kg.

Amani Balqis Mohd Fadzil

However, she was admitted twice due to jaundice. I guess it was my fault becoz I took Jamu too soon . But now, she is a healthy and charming baby. For this angel, i hope I cn commit to give 100% Exclusive Breast Milk until she turns 2. I believe I can (For this, thanks to Aneeza Zaity blog. She inspired me to give EBM for my child!). And about this, I have to apologize to my 1st angel, Ain Batrisya becoz did not gv her EBM. I did nt know about the technique and preparation when she was a little baby..sorry dear!

HFMD???

2008-11-09T17:53:00.000-08:00

Apa ye maksud title entry ni? Maksudnya adalah Hand, Foot & Mouth Disease..Kenapa aku nak citer pasal penyakit ni? I'm not a doctor or scientist that do research about this stupid disease..I put this entry becoz my lovely daughter hv this disease!!! Kesian dia..alhamdullillah yang bukan severe. Bukan yang keluar blisters terus penuh satu mulut, kaki and tangan... Walaupun dah nak baik, tapi kesian dia sebab susah nak makan. Kalau selalu, every time milk time dia akan habis 7 auns. Rite now, 2 auns pun susah nak habis...

She get it from his uncle (Baby uncle actually). We visited her uncle on last 2/11/2008. At that point of time, we didn't know that he has that. However, I do remind my auntie to inform us once she get confirmation on that disease. My plan, kalau tahu awal may be boleh bawak jumpa doctor and get any kind of vacsin or get ealier antibiotic. But..she forgot to inform us when she already knew about it.

On last thursday (6/11/2008), after picked her up from baby sitter house dia demam. Nearly 40C. Tak nak minum susu dah malam tu. On Friday, I hv to take EL. Kesian nak hantar dia rumah babysitter. Bawak jumpa doctor and confirmed it is HFMD. I was really panic. Nasib doc cakap yang itu tak severe. Doc cakap jgn bagi makan panas and bagi dia minum air and makan soft ice-cream. Apa lagi..bawak gi Mc.D laa. Nasib after letak ubat mulut and antibiotic, she can eat jugak.

Saturday and Sunday, we all pg rumah my sis. Bila ada kakak and abang dia, dia nampak ok sikit. Sunday petang nampak dah boleh gelak byk2 and main puas2. Tapi hari ni, my hubby take leave untuk jaga dia..Hopefully, she'll get better ASAP.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY!

2008-08-22T10:44:00.000-07:00

Hari ni b'dy abg yang ke-29. Hah..nak masuk 30dah..Ee..tua nya.
Well, we did celebrated the b'day last nite. It was unplanned celebration. I need to pick up cake from bake freshly, kak anna house at putrajaya. At 1st, I thought to pick it up during day time. Tapi kak anna kata tak siap lagi. Alamak..so, terpaksala buat plan ajak abang utk ke Putrajaya.

I told him that I want to watch fireworks competition. I hd crooss my fingers hoping that he doesn't aware that last nite there was no show. I knew that there are no shows last nite from Adi. Along the journey, I had really pretending that I am so excited to see the show. Pity Ain..dia pun sgt2 lah excitednya!

When we reached putrajaya, gosh..i accidently deleted address kak anna. Emm..pretending sms my work collegue, but actually smsing kak anna again to ask for the address again. Hee..hee..he asking whom I smsing with. Than, I siap reply sambil membebel konon2nya budak ofis buat hal lagi..

So since tak ada fireworks show, I dapat idea to make him drive to kak anna house. I told him area at Presint 10 (which kak anna is staying there) houses at that area really fabuluos. Why dont we look around. Luckily, he agreed!

Upon arrival at Kak anna house (memanng fabulous pun rumah area tu!!!), then i confessed. I told him that actually I wanted to pick up the b'day cake for him..His face turn-out red..blushing!!!!

After picked up the cake (masa tu dah pukul 9)..nak cari tempat makan! Kecik dah sebuk nak potong kek..'mama..ain nak mamam kek..'. Takkan nak celerate kat mamak rite??? So..teringat pernah makan di Kelab Tasik Putrajaya. Oklah..not bad that restaurant even the food not that really nice!

Ha..ha..end-up both of us order nasi goreng jugak sebab lapar nasik! Kecik..mamam kek je. Tapi she just love the chocolate topping.

After dinner, we fo around Putrajaya. Stopped at a bridge (can't recall the name). Ain punya lah happy. She forced us to walk from one end to another. Punat tau since I'm preggy! We thought to stay longer but police patrol chase us..(not just us lah....)

OTW back to rumah, Ain already asleep. Thanks Allah!. Punat sgt. Abg tetido dulu tanpa bukak his present. When I wake up this morning, rupa2 nya dia bangun malam tadi and bukak present tu. Siap pakai present tu masa tido balik..He..he..i bought him a G-Shock watch!. Thanks to Fathul coz help me to buy that gift.

Abang..happy birthday. I love you always and thanks so much coz being a wonderful hubby!

Petua-petua..

2008-08-14T23:17:00.000-07:00

Eii..rasa2 nak share dalam blog ni pasal petua2 yang I know and I will keep on carik yang baru. Idea ni dapat during my preggy ni. Rasanya helpful insya Allah. Anyway, at least I left something for others to know..

Petua #1
Mengurangkan sindrom Morning Sickness

Amalkan makan kismis 21 biji setiap pagi. Seelok2nya, sebelum makan sarapan.
Anyway I get this info from a friend of mine, Fauzi Khanan. Kes forward2 email lah ni. Actually dalam email dia kata, it is a Sunnah Nabi. Amalan ini jika diamalkan hanya penyakit maut je akan dapat. Maksudnya kita sihatlah kan..I tested it during my early stage preggy. Masa tgh mabuk2 and kurang tenaga hari tu. This amalan really2help me A LOT. After a week diamalkan, I do not hv anymore morning sickness. Tapi, ada satu hari tu, tak makan kismis..apa laei..lombik badan ni.

So, until right now I keep on amalkan kismis ni. One more thing, normally, during preggy kan, women skin selalu jadi kasar and macam tak bermaya (pale). I am quite confidence, kismis really help to boost the skin. What I can say is, if you amalkan kismis ni kita tetap cantik lahhh..ceh..ceh..ceh..

Kalau health book mat salleh selalu kata chocalate is the faster booster for energy. Emm..korang cuba pulak kismis..this one I guarantee you it's faster than chocolate.

Let's try it!!

Jalan-jalan ke MAHA

2008-08-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

Pada sapa yang tak tahu apa itu MAHA..it is Malaysia Agriculture, Horticulture & Agrotourism Show. This event this year held from 12-23 August 2008. Kat Mardi Serdang. Sanggup tu ambik cuti on 13/8/08.

As some of you all know, me and hubby are planning to operate our own biz focusing in agriculture sector. Why agriculture?? To me, I look at it to many potential. Huge potential. even some peaople may look at it quite a dirty job but to me, I don't know. It is just suit to my soul. Eventually, I start the idea and share it to my hubby. Alhamdulillah..he bought the idea aand agreed to do it together. So, my vision in the next 5 years, we have operated and own multiple type of agriculture sector.

Our focus on that exhibition is totally carik supplier for our cattle farm. Tapi frust sikit sebab this year to many sheep and goat suplliers booths instead of cattle. However, a lot of info and we at last found what we want. Insya allah, tak ada aral, by early week of puasa, we will make a deal with that guy.

During the exhibit, we found new opportunity in biz. Sarang burung layang2. Eventhough bukan cerita baru, tapi from this exhibit baru I know how the prcess and the important is how much is the RETURN of INVESTMENT..$$$$$$$$. Not bad. Very the vaaa potential! Labur tak lah byk sgt. dalam 250K. You can have back your investment in 2 yrs. So..kerana berminat sgt, hubby pun daftar dah kursus. Wah..macam tak sabar jer nak buat biz ni..

Another suprising info that I get during this exhibit is, we all baru dapat tahu ada anak Melayu and Islam and M'sian ada establised 3000acre land for cattle farm at Darwin Australia..Wahhhhhhhhh, i am sooooo impressive! I did plan to have this kind of farm in o/seas. But my target in Holland. (berangan kan aku ni???). Bangga bila tahu hal ni. (tapi kenapa ramai tak tahu ye??) Howevr, if i want stock from this co., kena order minimum 1200 cattles order..mampus..kalau ikut market untuk cattles shj dah cost me Rm 1.8m. Sesak nafas aku type amount tu..mana cukup lagi!! Tuggu..give me 3 more years to deal for that!

Well, overall this time exhibition more organised compared last 2 years. We all terpaksa ambil cuti sebab tak nak bawak ain. Kalau bawak dia, kesian sgt sebab panas and jauh nak berjalan. So tinggalkan dia kat baby sitter house.

We all jumpa kawan my hubby bukak booth jual ayam serama. I did not know the ayam is sooo pricey..Ada yang sampai price Rm4.5k. Dah tu, semua sold out!! Oooo, baru aku tau. Tapi tidak lah aku nak beli..for that amount lebih baik aku gi jalan2 kan.??

So..pada sesapa rasa nak cari potential biz, boleh lah pegi exhibit ni..open daily from above date 10am-7pm

Ceritera hidup aku untuk setengah hari ni!!

2008-08-11T22:42:00.000-07:00

Pg tadi, aku masuk keje lambat. Perut sakit sebelah kanan and macam keras jer. Susupen gak pagi tadi takut apa2 je preggy ni. So, relex2 dulu sampai ok. Ain, saje je aku tak kejut dia. Biar dia tido lama sikit so dapat aku relex jap. After smsing my staff to take incharge, aku duduk depan jap.

Tengah kemas2 CD yang Ain sepah2 kan semalam, aku jumpa CD yang direcord masa ke Euro dulu! At last, I finally found this CD. Play kan CD tu..emmm bestnya. Macam nak pegi lagi jer! Tapi..ongkosnya mahal sgtlah..Geram tgk Ain masa tu. Comel je. Masa tu dia baru jer boleh jalan.

Half way tgk CD tu, aku saje jer jahat kejut Ain! Nak tgk reaction dia bila dia tgk muka dia kat CD tu! He..he..seperti yang aku jangkakan..banyakknya soalannnnnnnnnnnnn! Ain wuat apa mama?, Mama aner? Babah aner? Sapa tu mama? Apa tu? Patung apa tu? Penat tau melayan!

Dah habis tu, aku gi mandi. Ain aku biarkan sensorang tgk CD tu. Bila aku habis mandi, aku tgk dia sensorang senyum tgk CD tu. Dah paham ke dia ni? Ahh..tak kisah lah. Aku ajak dia gi mandi pulak..

Emm..part ni yang penat sikit! Dia sibuk nak nak mandi sendiri. Tak kasi aku mandi kan> Eee...mana boleh! Aku dah lambat gak ni nak gi keje. End-up, aku mandi kan jer dia. Time gosok gigi, kali ni dia pulak suruh aku buat!

Hari ni, aku pakai kan dia baju kurung. Saje je. Takut baju tu tunggu lama lagi dia tak boleh pakai dah. Dah siap kan dia, aku siapkan beg dia nak bawak gi umah baby sitter dia. Dia sibuk pulak nak bawak mainan dia! Eee..sabar jer lah si kecik ni!

So..when everything ready dah nak hantar dia gi umah baby sitter dia, aku tergerak nak belikan dia kuih sikit. Masa kuar simpang rumah aku, ada satu kete kancil hampeh ni bawak kete dengan laju jer!. Aku terpanik and terbrek emergency! Apa lagi..anak aku terantuk kat dashboard..benjol! Cuak aku. Pas tu, peru aku pun cram balik! Sakit...

At last, dapat jugak beli kuih..hantar dia kat umah babysitter dia. Aku pesan minta babysitter letak ubat sikit kat benjol tu..

After that, aku dengan tenangnya dapat ke ofis dengan amannya.............

Cupcakes Mania

2008-07-15T12:46:00.000-07:00

tadaaa........

Aku asyik tengok blog org buat cake kan..ha..dapatlah aura dan kegilaan nak mencuba buat cupcakes ni. Yes..menjadi pulak cakes ni. Ni semua gara-gara member aku si Rizal Nyah tu yang meng'introduce'kan blog tu kat aku. Blog apa? korang cuba refer kat bloglist aku.

Masa tak ada si kecik tu, zaman aku anak dara yang cantik rupawan ditambah dengan keayuannya (uwekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.....), aku memang suka buat kek. Tambah2 kalau tengah musim raya.

Jgn jeles, sesapa yang rasa cupcakes aku yang kat gambar tu semua kata sedap. Thanks kepada tuan punya resipi! Tapi aku still fail bab2 decoration ni. Tu yang bersemangat aku nak gi belajar buat decoration cake ni! Especially buat decoration dari jenis fondan tu. Kelasnya aku dah jumpa..masa nya ajer yang belum tau bila nak pegi. Lepas kuar anak aku dalam perut ni kot.

Masa buat kek ni, Ain lah yang paling sebuk. kacau tepung, duduk tepi oven, sampai ke decoration lah! Sanggup dia tunggu mama dia siapkan cake tu! Tak pe..nanti dah besar dia dah boleh buat.

Minggu ni rasa nak buat lagilah. Cuba icing coklat pulak..(kalau larat)

Jalan-jalan lepas keje

2008-07-10T22:03:00.000-07:00

Kenapa aku buat title ni? Entah..aku pun tak tau. Macam tak ada cerita . Tapi nak type jugak! Suka hati aku lah kan....bak kata staff aku..LU SUKA! Blog aku!

Hari ni gi KLCC sebab nak cari kasut si kecik tu untuk gi jenjalan hujung minggu depan. Aku tak tau mana pegi kasut dia yang baru beli hari tu. Puas dah carik. Tarak jugak!

Hubby aku kata may be masa org basuh kete hari tu kuar kan tapi tak masukkan balik dalam kete. Dia kata itu je last time dia ingat nampak kasut tu. Kalau betul, hangin jer aku..bukan apa, mahal lah kasut budak! Ingat dapat ke jenis elok yang tak sakit kaki dalam Rm 20? Tak dapat punya..sapa yang dah jadi mak budak..pasti tau kesengsaraan ini.

Hee..he..masa nak beli tu, aku ingat nak sentap je kasut Kickers..comel sangat! Tapi apa kan daya. Sebagai isteri solehah yang mendengar kata suaminya, ku letakkan semula kasut tu. Pilih punya pilih, wa ambik kasut Barbie jer..Betul gak action laki aku. "Ain, parents ko pun tak dapat nak pakai kasut Kickers tau!"

Pas tu jenjalan satu KLCC. Bahananya, pinggang dan kaki aku. Almaklumlah..memboyot!Yang dapat advantage, pastilah si kecik! dia dapatlah main kete yang masuk duit syiling tu banyak2!

At last, dapat gak makan kat Pzza Milano. Aku suka makan kat sini. Lazagna ni very the va......syedap!

Hujan dan akibat kepada ofis ku..

2008-07-07T20:40:00.000-07:00

Just imagine, today at work only 2 persons r working instead of 10 persons (yang keje dalam ofis la..lain keje luar..) Yang lain...MC and outstation. Pada yang outstation okey lah. Dari 8 org tu, 2 org jer yang outstation. 2 MC, 3 AL, 1 kerja luar.. Yang best nya, ramai2 yang MC ni sebab demam krn hujan..Ceh! Hampeh betul korang ni. Sungguh kukuh betul alasan korang. Kenapa aku tak boleh buat alasan cam tu..:P Staff aku pulak, 3 org MC. Sungguh keji mereka ini..Ahh tidak..haruslah customer akan berdering2 mengganggu aku di ofis ini!

So, tak ada sapa aku nak kacau. Aku nak kacau laki aku, laki aku pun buat2 sibuk kat ofis..busanlah abang ni! Tak memahami langsung hati isterinya yang sedang kebusanan ini.. Kat luar, hujan turun dengan syahdunya. Korang bayangkanlah kalo aku kat rumah, atas tilam yang empuk tu sambil melelapkan mata..(Of course aku akan menghantar si kecik tu ke rumah babysitter dia..)Wah! Sungguh menggamit perasaan bukan? He..he..he..

Actually, pagi tadi abg hantar abah buat medical check-up balik kat HKL. Dia asyik complaint kepala dia sakit balik. For info, last year abah ada buat operation kat kepala sebab ada blood clot. Lately ni jer sakit balik..agaknya sebab dia selalu baran kot..:P Abah memang macam tu. Tapi pegi HKL tadi pun tak jumpa Dr. Appt ngan Dr on 4/8/08. Well, HKL kan. Kena lah tunggu..I dn't wanna comment 'bout this. So, after check-up, dia nak balik seremban. Semalam dia datang naik komuter. So tadi abag hantar dia naik komuter.

OK, come back about my work. Semalam and today, 2 of my staffs (under me) kena D.I. 2-2 exec. Apalah nak jadi. Bukan staff baru. Dah berkurun dah kerja. Tapi sebab keje ikut istilah Fathul (staff aku jugak) 'LU SUKA', ha ini lah jadinya. Keje main2 and end-up company lost sebab contrct dengan customer cancel..bukan sikit! kalau di campur2 effect dalam nearly Rm1/2mil. Giler tu..tak ada bonus dah aku tahun ni..isk..isk..(Camana nak gi NZ tahun depan...huwahhhhhhhh!!!)

Tak senang nak cari staff lelaki yang berkaliber sekarang. Specifically, bidang aku ni lah, pest control. Tak tahu lah. Nak cari yang boleh jadi leader. Susah tol!. Aku tanya around jugak, ramai yang comment mcm tu. One of the reason, ramai sgt graduate yang cari keje selamat..gomen! Agaknya tulah susah aku nak cari yang boleh jadi leader and become candidate for my position.

Well, yes! I am planning to resign next year. Insya Allah. Sebabnya by that time, abg dah start biz kat Seremban. Korang taulah kan yang aku ni mana boleh berjauhan ngan laki aku...ala-ala berkepit jer 24jam..Wah..romantik gitu!! Aku pun tak sure either aku help him in his biz or aku cari kerja lain..So, kalau ada sesapa yang baca blog ni and berminat nak ambik tempat aku, email resume kat aku ye!!

Hari Dating ngan Boyfriend!!

2008-06-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

He..he..macam seram jer bunyi title ni! Ish..jgn la ingat aku main kayu 3. Tak baguslah macam tu..tak ada lah. Aku semalam, 30/6/2008, memang plan nak ambik cuti. Hubby aku pun sama. We all kan ada hobby tengok wayang. Dulu sebelum ain ada, pantang citer baru kuar. Mesti gi tgk wayang. Tak kira hari apa. Rasanya kalau aku kumpul duit belanja tgk wayang tu, boleh dah kot beli viva sebijik!

Semalam, tengok citer Kung Fu Panda and Sepi. We all tgk kat Time Square. Abg suggest tgk Kung Fu Panda sebab ramai cakap citer tu best. Tapi hati kecilku berkata nak tengok Wanted..sebab kakak aku, Angelina Jolie berlakonkan. Tapi malas nak cakap kat abg. Last2, masa habis tgk wayang baru dia cakap dia pun ingat nak tengok citer Wanted. Hangen aku!

Well, citer Kung Fu Panda tu memang penat lah aku gelak! Terkekek-kekek semua org satu panggung. Kalau bagi ain tengok citer tu mesti dia gelak guling2.

Pas tgk citer tu, gi mamam kat Kenny Rogers. Kali ni, tak best lah mamam kali ni. Ayam dia over cooked! Then, teman abg jap pegi tgk vcd. Aku tak larat dah nak jln2. Aku duduk jer..:>>

Then 2.20pm tgk Sepi. Citer ni main emosi jer. Kalau sapa2 nak tgk, citer ni ada 3 section. Adam, Imaan and Sufi. Tapi yang paling sedih section, kes Sufi. Yang paling lawak kes Adam. Not bad lah citer ni. But, you all tak boleh lah samakan ngan Hollywood. Kalau citer2 emosi cam ni, kalau Hollywood mesti ada adegan 18SX. Tapi sebab dia citer Malaysia, tak ada sumer tu lah..tgk body language jer. Overall, nice and acceptable story. Lagu2 dalam citer ni best..so hari ni aku dah download lagu Zaf & Lah..he..he..he..

Sebelum gi tgk wayang tu, aku gi scan baby. Tak nampak lagi jantina nya sebab dia duduk sujud. (Anak aku kecik2 lagi dah solat..syukur....) ee..aku gemuk! Berat aku 72.5kg. Berat fetus baru jer 154g. Ooooo...tak boleh jadi. Masa confinement kena pantang sekeras-kerasnya ni......

Havent decide lagi nak bersalin kat mana ni..terpikir balik Pusrawi. May be yes..may be not..Tunggu jer lah.........

Keletah Ain!

2008-06-28T17:15:00.000-07:00

2 hari lepas, aku terpaksa ambik E.L. Ain tak sihat. Batuk and selsema. Agak cronic jugak. Ain selalunya jarang sakit. Tapi, kalau sekali kena..habis. Malam sebelum tu, dia susah nak tido. Dah letak dalam katil dia. But middle of the nite, dia nangis and suara dia pun dah lain. So, i put her between us. Lagipun laki aku malam tu tengok bola. Tak lah sempit sangat!!

Ain susah nak makan ubat. Terpaksalah babah balik umah jap dari ofis. Aku pegang muka dia and abang pegang badan dia. So..aku yang kena sumbat syringe ubat tu. Tips kepada ibu2 yang lain..anak kena flu and caugh, bagi madu. Ikut macm time bagi ubat. Alhamdulillah....sihat cepat dah ain.. cuma still tinggal batuk sikit. Flu dah tak de.

Ain and mamanya kat Nailis..

Pagi semalam, aku masuk ofis lambat sikit. Nak bagi dia makan ubat dulu. Abg pun kena lah balik umah jap. Tgh tunggu abang balik, ain jumpa baju dia yang baru aku beli kat SOGO. Dia punggah satu-satu. Pilih baju yang dia berkenan. Aku tak perasan masa tu. Tgh basuh kain. Bila aku pegi tgk dia, dia dah siap tukar baju!! Tak sangka anak aku tu dah berkebolehan tukar baju sendiri. Cepatnya dia dah besar.. baru jer macam semalam aku tgk dia dalam bedung lagi..cepat nya masa.........

Sekarang ni, hari2 nak naik motor nagn babah dia. Pas tu minta pegi kedai beli ice-cream. Tak dapat ice-cream nak sticker. Kalau tak jugak, nak balloons..penngsan parents dia neh.!! Tapi mulut aku selalu cakap..tak apa AIN..minta je..babah AIN kaya!!:P:D

Well, that is my daugther. Jewel of my heart. Even time kerja pun aku mesti windu kat dia! Sampai my collegue kata aku sewel..isn't it all mommy is like that? I'm not sure........

Ok..chow!

Yesssss! Tak payah OUTSTATION!!

2008-06-23T23:19:00.000-07:00

I love my bos!!! Dia kata, "Farah, i think it is better you are not going to JB this month? The journey may effect your baby and you! I'll get your GM to replace you'..Ha..ha..ha.. rasa nak menjerit kegembiraan masa dia cakap cam tu..

memang every month, I hv to go to JB untuk inspect outlet dekat sana. Tak tido sana pun. But we travelled early morning and balik petang. Normally, the journey really killing me. Pagi, I drive. Sebab tak byk kete lagi and jalan clear. Balik, my staff drive..may be at during journey come back to KL i will just take a nap! But, which ever it is..ia tetap MEMENATKAN!!

Well, apa yang my bos cakap tu..tetap tidak digemari oleh my staff! He really hate when my place replace by my GM. Sebab dia tak dapat makan sedap2! Selalu kalau aku pegi..hemm..mcm2 mintak! Secret recipe, coffee bean and tah apa2 cafe lagi. Bila GM pegi, cut cost!!

mamat ni lah akan bengang kalau aku tak pegi!

Well..nampaknya kena lah tunggu lepas bulan 2 2009. Baru lah aku akan sambung duty outstation aku balik..(itu pun kalau keje sini lagi lah....)

Bored.....

2008-06-17T20:47:00.001-07:00

Dunno why today I feel sooooo bored! My belly feel uneasy also. Gassy! Pergh..what a difficult feeling today! I stared my PC but dunno what to do. Dunno which file to open or more accurate do not want to open any file!

Ha..but the best things, I get to trace my old friend from UKM. Dibah and Anees. Congrats to Anees coz already bcome a wifey and mommy to be.! Both of them are lecturers (but diff tempat keje laa). Then bump into my ex-collegue blog...Lisa. Also just bcome a wifey on last May. I will go the her reception this coming June..insya allah!

Abg is going to Seremban to settle the agreement. He's going to meet up with Abg Jo and the lawyer at Abg Jo' office. I actually wanted to go but looking at my leave file, better not! Hu..hu...

Arghhh..my tummy rotating again! Just to share this time pregnancy vs the 1st time!

1st Time:
1) Tak rasa pregnant pun.
2) Allergic to durian smell and cigerrate smoke!
3) Very active (No wonder my AIN very active!)
4) Love to cook and no problem to do that. Always invite my friends to have dinner with us)
5) Can eat anything except DURIAN!
6) Tak de hal nak jalan2 lama2..boleh shopping dengan sesuka hati
7) Boleh buat kerja2 rumah yang mencabar seperti mengemop lantai, memasang langsir, memberus lantai
8) Tapi ada kena lelah sekali!
apa lagi ye??

2nd time:
1) Pregnant masa IUCD ada lagi inside my cervic.
2) Always wanna peuk!
3) Cannot smell any smoke, onion, deep fry food, org xmandi, my subordinates after they come back from work! Especially Kam****.
4) Always gassy!
5) Always feel tired!
6) Cannot walk in long hours and destination. Dari GSC Pavillion ke Food Republic pun aku dah penat giler!
8) X boleh bau softlan, floor cleaner, and any lavender fragrance.

banayk lagi rasanya..tapi cukuplah letak yang cronic jer. Ramai kata kalini boy. Even tok ngah yang kat Perak pun, dia tak tengok aku pun dia kata baby boy. Mak pun kata cam tu.

But may be I am tired due to Ain meragam. Yelah masa 1st time, I can sleep anytime I like. No need to bother anything. My hubby spoiled me! But this time..Ain sikit2"..mama..mama..nak dukung mama..nak mama buat..nak mama amek kan..mama tak boleh tido..". Luckily, she has a very sporting and loving mom!..chewah!!!

Hopefully, I can go through another 5mths ++ pregnancy challenge without any trouble..Allah, please help me....Amin..

Busan dengan keje

2008-06-12T20:07:00.001-07:00

Arghhh!!Tension hari ni after receive stu*** email from one of my client!Tu lah masalah bila person in charge tukar org! Yang baru tak nak ambik tau keje org lama. End-up, pakai hentam kromo jer nak marah supplier!!Agreement stated different..dia nak different!Memang lah client dah bayar. Tapi kena lah tau dia bayar untuk servis apa..eee..memang gv me pressure betul!!

Well, that's my jon. Dah nak masuk 7 years pun. Actually I do love my job. Tapi bila kena dengan clients ayng bengong ni..sakit jiwa jugak kadang2..arghhh! Rasa nak pitam. Tambahan pulak clients complaint after sales service. Apalagi, aku lah yang jadi mangsa. My GM? He don't bother about this!Adalah bagi sikit2 advices. Yang lain..pandai2 lah nak jawab sendiri!

I admit and agreed this is challenge. Tapi..kadang2 emo gak. Almaklumlah org tengah pregnant..Ya Allah, minta tabahkanlah hati ni..Amin

New update-Pregnant lagi!

2008-06-12T01:38:00.000-07:00

Wah..long time dah tak bukak blog ni..just recently keje kat ofis tak banyak and sebab dah jarang keje luar..barulah ada masa nak bukak. Nak update kat rumah..jgn haraplah..pantang duduk kat PC, si kecik jap lagi sebuk lah.."mama wat aper? Ain ank nengok upin ipin" Huwargghhh..nak tunggu dia tido, aku pun tido sama.

Apa ye nak cerita..oo of course! Ain nak dapat adik dah! Bulan Dec ni insya allah..sekarang ni baru 4 bulan.. Pregnant kali ni, sickness teruk sikit. Selalu mual and letih sikit. Berbanding masa pregnant ain tu langsung tak alah. Selamba jer macam tak pregnant. Kali ni, nak tumis bawang pun tak boleh. Deria bau jgn citerlah! Segenap ceruk bau yang kureng aku dah bau dulu dah! Seksa. Pintu rumah pun tak boleh nak bukak sebab takut bau asap!

Ramai kata boy agaknya. Mak pun cakap macam tu. Tak tau lah..apa yang keluar diterima dengan sepenuh hati! Nasib hubby byk tolong masa pregnant ni..thanks soooo much dear!

My tummy kali ni besar sikit! Mula2 ingat dapat twin sebab besar semacam. Tapi dah scan. Ada sorang jer.

Ain meragam gak sikit. Asyik nak mama dukung jer..letih aku! Kadang2 meragam yang tak tau apa pasal..tapi I tried to let her touch my belly..talk to the fetus and kiss my belly and now I called her kakak. Nampak ada perubahan jugaklah...at least I hv prepared her to be a sister!

I havent decide nak bersalin kat mana lagi. No PUSRAWI anymore. serik lah. Still survey ni...apa2 pun harap senuanya berjalan lancar and doakan agar semuanya dalam keadaan baik..chaw!

YEHHH YEHHH!! HARI RAYA

2007-10-11T00:50:00.001-07:00

Alhamdullillah, after a month (ye ke..ladies...:P) fasting..now we can celebrate HARI RAYA! I wasn't preparing much for myself. 2 pasang baju kurung and 1 blouse. MY hubby also lebih kurang aje. For my baby, her Opah had bought a few gowns. Banayk jugak, dalam 5 psg. I just bought her 2 pcs Guess blouse and the cute jeans skirt and also a pair of baju kurung. That will be the first baju kurung for AIN BATRISYA!. Can't wait to see her in that dress. Her Opah buat another baju kurung. Blink-blink with labuci!!!!:P

Well this year, 1st and 2nd half of Hari Raya we will celebrating in Temerloh. We will going back to Temerloh tomorrow noon after Friday prayer. Hope the traffic will not so bad (I hope so...:(). Insya Allah, abang will visit arwah abah grave. Normally celebrating Aidilfitri in Temerloh, food that must have is Lemang. They make them self. The way they cook also a bit different. They will boild the Lemang for a few hours, then they will 'panggang'. But this year, we gonna miss that activity since we going back quite late..sob..sob..

Normally in temerloh, we did not visiting much because people keep coming to our house. Apak, (abang's uncle) is very well known in that village. Besides, Mak (abang's aunty) is the eldest children in the family. Abang others uncles will come back to our home to celebrate together.

2nd day Raya, after Zohor we will going back to my parents house in Seremban. We will use the old road Triang-K.Pilah. Emm, we may not stop at abah kg's in Seri Menanti since Uwan in seremban. (She is still sad because Mak Ngah still in coma...)
We may reach Seremban late evening or after Maghrib.

Alang, make me so suprise this year because she can have her leave to celebrate Hari Raya with us. I am so sure Mak will feel so happy this raya! emmm..can't wait to celebrate..

May Allah bless the whole Muslim community for this Aidilfitri!

Think Positive

2007-09-07T23:38:00.000-07:00

Ha...HAPPY 50 YEARS MALAYSIA!!!!!. It's great that we are living in in dependant country!

Well today, I am having lunch with my staff. When I looked at him, I realised he like carrying 1001 burdens. His face looked so miserable! I asked him whats wrong with you? He agreed with me! One by one he started telling his problems. And I am concentrating listening to what his says........

From his stories, I conclude 1 thing. The main reason his face looked so miserable not much because of the problem..but more on he blaming other people for the problems that he had!

Just a little advise from me..I also learned this therapy from someone else! THINK POSITIVE! Take any problem that comes to you as CHALLENGE! Imagine if a lil' baby take the walking step as a problem NOT a challenge? Forever and ever that baby will not stand up straight! How about if you blaming your tummy why its hungry? You will never enjoy your meal!

Forgive anyone that probably unintentionally involve in your problem situation. Move up! Think positive.

The most precious gift

2007-08-24T20:03:00.000-07:00

AIN BATRISYA MOHD FADZIL 12022006

A new start

2007-08-24T19:18:00.000-07:00

Hi! Never come accross to me before to hv a blog..Just recently, when I was driving to the office one nice morning suddenly this blog idea just pop up! Probably the idea come out because recently also i hv a lot of thought, idea, feeling expessions and i just do not know how to share it. So i thought this idea should be great..

Ok..just simple info about me..I am farah, kl and i have a great, great, great family (hubby + little girl). I am an optimist person. I believe when we do something good, the good thing also will return to us. Its just a matter of time............

Well, today i would like to share one of the best quote that i read this morning...'LIFE IS BLISSFUL, FULLFILLING & TO SHORT FOR REGRETS'. Isn't that nice and great quote? Just look aroud you and I'm sure you can see many people show thier misserable face..like full of 1001 unsolve problems..and like hoping to run for all that crabs! Inclusive of my surrounding rite now...(i am in the office at the moment...)

Cheer up!!! Thats the best way to start your blissful life. Take what ever obstacles as a challenge! I always believe all kind of obstacle hv a way to solve it. Office probs, love life probs, cheating probs, revenge probs, financial probs..you can name it. But you hv to be smart to tackle each and single prob. You HAVE TO control them. Not the PROBS control you..

In Islam, we always being advise to forgive people around you especially before you go to bed. Who knows you may not have a new day of life the next morning. This is avery good practise. I think for those who agree with me the above quote and would like to have the blissful life..you should try out..

Ok, paused for know..willl continue soon..Cheer up guys!